In between 2019 and 2020, a few really important events (though not entirely related to me, but affected me tremendously, nevertheless) changed my life leading to this "wtf" state of mind; First, I was redundant; I was terminated by way of redundancy as the company I was employed with restructured.
Probably still not really WHAT THE FUCK for others, I was nonetheless calm and nonchalant, but then... my Maybank bank account was suddenly frozen. Alamak, at the same time, my phone line was barred. I tried to sleep it off and after a couple of days (or weeks, I lost track), my mother could not contact me and she reached out to my late father's friend, Mr. Hong, who visited me and gave me some emotional support.
But Peter Oh, my younger adik is too much sometimes. Not only did he sold/gave away my Lenso 17"rims, EVO 15" rims, my Mazda 323 BD 2 door hatchback with E15 turbo engine project car for scrap metal, My unsold stock of DEPO meters, my company laptop (while I was employed at iCar Asia... shhhh),

He did not give a 2 shit flying fuck about the BKB128 Mercedes C180K loan that I am a guarantor of (under company, my late father's car paint workshop company. My late father drives a 1996 Proton Wira WER5703. The colour of the car changes whenever his business isn't that good, to give the workers something to do. I found a Google map photo of him driving the car in 2014; he patrols between several locations, sometimes bringing employees over to be firestoned/grilled, occasionally for reasons that is warga emas approved but still wtf, for example when he got carried away and instructed an employee to do something. He later forgets which employee and the work was not as per expectations. Borman would take the fall for this kind of situation. In addition to patrolling to and fro his car paint workshop and car workshop, which he which is actually repurposed as the council did not permit the installation and usage of a spray paintbooth, so he use it as an office and misc pre/post paintwork. he moved on in December 2015). He was also very fond of buying 4D, often telling me that he is just 1 number away (there's only 4 fucking numbers) from winning.

PETER initially purchased a Satria Neo. But he achieved something that definitely would make you go WTF; after I said no to him, he somehow managed to buy a new Toyota Vios, a Toyota Hilux, a Honda City, and perhaps some other cars that I am not aware of (He asked me to be the guarantor of the Mercedes shortly after this Satria Neo loan, which I received love letters from public bank due to missed payments), but what was too much was that he got pissed with me BECAUSE I said no to being a guarantor for an Audi S5 which he was driving for sometime even before the loan application. He lost half of the deposit after his loan application was rejected. Also he gave away our project car to his employee the WFT1563, which I found out much later. He also managed to nearly hit 100kg in weight, in order to skip national service. Did I tell you he a Citizen of Taiwan AND Malaysia? Yes that is right, he has dual nationality that malaysia does not recognize.

Second, bankruptcy proceedings and I was adjudged bankrupt in 2021 (Case No. BP000581/2021. To those ignorant fucks who thinks I am blowing water/talking trash, I have a bank account because I applied with the MDI, Malaysia Department of Insolvency. I drive a 2012 Proton Saga FLX now (bought new in 2012 from Motor Confidence). Not the reason I went bankrupt but I still owe Public Bank; I had a 2008 MINI R56 N14 Engine, 6-speed Manual John Cooper Works Hatch (bought used in 2015, which was repossessed by Public Bank and auctioned off in 2017-July by G-Mart as I could not service the loan due to financial issues) Third, COVID-19; one night I woke up, drove out for dinner but was stopped by a police patrol car. Officer "bun" at Subang/Shah Alam told me to return home; people were not allowed to roam outside after 8PM due to the Pandemic which I was totally clueless about. This came at quite a surprise.